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Ask
yourself this question: what is the most
blissful experience (or two or three experiences)
that you have ever had? Answer that question
now. Then read on. Michael Lutin pointed
out in one of his lectures at the United
Astrology Congress in Atlanta in 1998 that
if you ask someone that question, they will
usually
talk about
their
Saturn.
The reason why this question addresses Saturn
is because when we experience a fulfillment
of our Saturn, we are fulfilling something
that has always been so vital to us, but
has always been so blocked or denied. To
have a positive experience in a department
related to our Saturn is such deep bliss
because we have always deeply yearned for
this experience. These moments are among
the sweetest life will ever offer us, and
they are so beautiful precisely because of
our difficulties in these areas. The greater
the difficulty, the sweeter the bliss.
Liz Greene, in her book Saturn,
proposes that the "big four" in astrology
are the Sun, Moon, Ascendant, and Saturn.
I think this is a very important statement
because it points out the personal importance
of Saturn, which is not often recognized.
One's natal Saturn sign is a major part
of one's personality, although it often
shows more of the negative aspects of that
sign, or some inner difficulty with that
sign.
This is my basic explanation of Saturn:
Saturn shows a very real and authentic
part of oneself that is initially blocked
or inhibited in some way. Through a lifetime
of dedicated honesty with oneself, one
can turn his/her Saturn (which might initially
be the most difficult aspect of oneself)
into one's greatest strength.
Liz Greene, also a Jungian analyst, explains
that Saturn indicates some of the fundamental
aspects of one's shadow--the
less developed aspects of oneself that
one usually tries to conceal from others,
and often from oneself. Saturn is a place
where we are fundamentally insecure and
fearful. One usually over-compensates for
one's Saturn by either overdoing
its attributes in an attempt to feel okay
in that area or attempting
to deny the importance of its needs, often
repressing them through some philosophical
justification. Of course it is also possible
to oscillate between these two approaches,
alternating over-compensation with repression.
We tend to experience a tremendous ambivalence
towards our Saturn: (1) we need and want what
it represents desperately, and yet (2)
we are completely afraid of it, and often
unconsciously keep it away or sabotage
it when we have it. Saturn is very much
a personal placement, but involves such
complicated unconscious motivations, that
it takes very deep self-knowledge to really
understand what one's Saturn is about.
It then requires very committed patience
and self-honesty to really bring one's
Saturnian shadow into the light.
To get a more holistic sense of what Saturn
is like, read everything about Capricorn/10th
House in section one of the course/tutorial. Enter
section one.
To study your Saturn, go through the first
section of the tutorial (Using
parts 1 & 2 of the Course/Tutorial
Together) and consider the following
things about your Saturn sign (or the astrological
letter corresponding to that sign),
and the sign naturally related to the house
which your Saturn is in (see the alphabet for
help).
I recommend going through the list twice:
1) On the first reading, think about how
you have some of the negative qualities
of these signs, and/or how
you are insecure with or have difficulty
with these aspects of yourself.
2) On the second reading, think about how
you both crave and fear these things, and
how, after much time and dedication to
these qualities and areas, you could have
a tremendous strength and depth in these
areas, and about how deeply fulfilling
that would be.
Begin
here
When Saturn transits in conjunction, square,
or opposition to natal Saturn or the natal
Sun (of course, there can be other times,
too), we tend to go through difficult experiences
that teach us quite a lot. These are intense
and powerful times. Saturn forms these
major aspects to itself roughly around
7, 14, 21, 28, 35, 42, and so forth. (roughly
every seven years). Saturn forms major
aspects to the Sun about every seven years
as well, but the ages at which these transits
take place vary for each individual.
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