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Saturn
has long been considered "The Great
Malefic" -- the bad
guy who brings loss, disappointment,
pain, illness, loneliness, and sorrow.
And to be honest, this difficulty is
usually (not always) what we observe
and experience when Saturn comes to
visit.
On the other hand, the modern, New
Age, view of Saturn says that Saturn
is a great teacher, and that the
most difficult experiences can and
often do promote the greatest growth.
This modern view also maintains that
if we dedicate ourselves in the areas
where Saturn is active for us, that
Saturn can become our greatest strength
and friend. Saturn, the ancient "planet
of karma," can also be our boon if
we have done our work--the karmic
paycheck can definitely be a nice
and positive bonus for effort made,
and this is absolutely true.
I think it's best to remember both
views of Saturn. The old view says, "Ouch,
that looks hard." Realistically,
when there is a lot of Saturn in
a life (in the birth chart), in a
certain period of time (because of
transits, progressions, or the solar
return), or a relationship (because
of synastry or the composite chart),
that black and white view that says
Saturn indicates difficulty is usually true.
You may have noticed that difficulty
exists on planet Earth? Well, Astrology
symbolizes all of life, and
Saturn is a symbol the difficult.
My honesty here goes against the
modern astrological trend to dress
Saturn up in a pretty dress and blur
its rough edges.
Yet, everything can
be transmuted and transformed through
consciousness; such consciousness
is relatively rare, but to those
who are focusing all of their energy
on waking up, all of the most difficult
astrological symbols can certainly
be alchemically transformed into
gold. To mistakenly think that Saturn
is just bad leaves no room for free
will and positive action. And, it
is possible to be honest about what
is "hard," without thinking that "hard" is "bad." Life
exists because
of the interplay of opposites like
hard and easy, and to live life fully
is to embrace, and thereby evolve
beyond the attachment to one, and
the rejection of the other.
It's interesting that sat is
sanskrit for Truth, and an urn is
a container; Saturn secretly holds
our Truth.
Saturn is like the Drill Sergeant
who is hard on his/her cadets because
s/he cares about them and does not
want them to go off into war and
get killed. You hate the Drill Sergeant
when s/he feels cruel and mean; but
you love and thank the Drill Sergeant
later when you can understand what
a great and important service s/he
did for you. There is always a benevolent
presence behind the tough love of
Saturn. If we can learn to trust
Life unconditionally, surrender,
meet our feelings compassionately,
and then take action, Saturn becomes
an invaluable ally on the journey
towards awakening. We can cultivate
the realization that "this would
not be happening to me if it were
not the best thing that could happen
to me, and at some point (maybe even
after this life) i will be able to
look back and know this for sure." Then
we can accept difficulty, and with
a positive attitude we might even
open to the gift that such an experience
is, even in the midst of it.
To truly honor Life and its apparent
imperfections, maybe we can even
celebrate pain and difficulty when
they are present. Maybe this is just
what makes life so sweet, so beautiful,
and so precious. Maybe we can appreciate
the parts of us that are the least
polished and presentable. Maybe those
are just the parts of us that make
us so interesting, so lovable, and
so wonderfully human.
If you are a perfectionist, Saturn
will be hard for you. If you cannot
embrace the unformed and rugged aspects
of self, relationships, and life,
Saturn will never quite become a
friend. But if you can see that you,
others, and Life are perfect just
as is, then Saturn is recognized
as just one of the wonderful ingredients
that is continually stirred in the
crazy and delicious pot known as
Life. Give thanks for Saturn. What
other option do you have?
Addition October, 2004:
Here's something else that deserves mention. For some
charts, Saturn can become much more benefic (easy)
planet while Jupiter can become much more malefic (hard)
planet. This does not change the fact that, on
their own, Saturn is always "the great malefic" and
Jupiter is always "the great benefic". But
under certain conditions, and I think this is mainly
a consideration that comes from Vedic astrology (which
this course does not cover), Saturn can put on a much
happier face. For example, in my own chart, Saturn
is much 'friendlier' than he is in the average chart,
while Jupiter is much less friendly than he is in an
average chart. A Saturn transit is still hard for me,
but generally not as hard as it is for the average
chart, however some Saturn transits have been enormously
good for me; a Jupiter transit is still wonderfully
expansive for me, but the afteraffects of it can sometimes
be much worse for me than for the average chart. And
while Jupiter can sometimes give a lack of boundaries,
overconfidence, overindulgence, and overexpansion,
Saturn can sometimes provide maturity, restraint, responsibility,
and success. So astrological definitions like benefic
and malefic are not perfectly cut-and-dried and black-and-white.
All of astrology's life forces truly have their light
(positive) and shadow (problematic) sides.
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